I don't know what the mental health system is like where you live, EternalWinter, but where I am and have been here in the US if I tried that and did anything manic I would get involuntarily put in a mental hospital and they would force drugs on me (pills or shots?). This actually happened to me last year after more than a year of not taking medication. Granted I hurt someone, so they said I was a "danger to self or others", but still I want to advise you to be careful.

I recommend Good Herbs, Inc. and your local natural health food store.