My t was very happy that I vented in writing as opposed to cutting. Well, it got me through some more time. I just can't seem to get the thoughts out of my head. My newest one is to "carve" the word "evil" into my skin. I know this is crazy, but it feels like it would help. I just keep obsessing on cutting and when this happens it usually ends up badly, like I have to do it just to make the thoughts stop. Does anyone else have problems with obsessional thinking about cutting? And, how do you get it to go away?