I'm talking to myself in here, but just to clear up something, she's not making me choose what to do.
When i'm depressed, I love her so much I feel like i'm holding her back from finding someone that's not crazy. She doesn't think i'm crazy, and says she's in with both feet, and loves me more than she's ever loved anyone.
It's just tough though, because I want to lean on my best friend, and not lean on her, so I don't end up pushing her away. Problem is, she IS my best friend, so i'm kinda screwed 
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After 38 years together, it is with great sorrow that I announce that reality and I have filed for divorce due to irreconcilable differences.
We tried to make it work, but we just have different views on the world, different goals, and plus, between you and me, reality is crazy and refuses to take it's meds.
DX: BP2, GAD, ADHD, PTSD (Probably other acronyms)
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