Hi...is my first post.
I am having a terrible time. I know that I am not getting what I need and need to go away from him. I get snippets of attention, no compliments, he basically fits me in when he can and even then I feel like I am an afterthought. Lately I have been sensing that he is losing interest and only using me to help him with his business.
I want to ask for the key to my apt back, but I am afraid. I am terribly lonely, so even those snippets of attention feel like a lifeline. But I have no privacy. I never know when he is going to walk in. We went thru a period where I asked him to leave me alone, and he did, for a while, but then used a credit card to gain entry to my apt. Call the police? He IS the police. He walks in on me in the bathroom, insists on access to my computer, says if i am doing what i am supposed to be doing, i should have nothing to worry about.
I can't stand the tension OR the thought of lonliness.
Help?