calmer today but still yelling at the family at the drop of a hat. (like seriously, 'don't you DARE drop your hat or anything else on this floor! I just washed it, doesnt anyone care about ANYTHING i do? I should just move the hell out and THEN see if anyone cares about what i do around here'... etc etc)
But calmer. still wondering if my over reacting is a part of BPD or if my BPD is a mixed state of low end bipolar, and wondering why i care WHAT it is, and wishing i dindt think about it at all. Wishing also that if i AM actually bipolar that my elevated states would be of joy and not anger.