i am thinking the same... i have been forced into this virtual prison of bipolar and depression.... in last three years i haven't lived my life the way i wanted to... all these restrictions... i haven't had good laugh.. haven't visited any new places.. or made new friends... i haven't visited other countries or learned new language... i am just wasting my life minute by minute... and every day feels like a year... and lets just not talk about money, i have barely enough but not so much that i could do anything fun like go backpacking or something... gosh! when will these bad times end ?????