hi all.

i hope you are all doing ok and things are going good. i havent been in the forums properly now for many weeks, so i havent kept tabs on how you all are. i havent forgot you and i think about you all everyday. but as the subject of this posts states, i have one week left at work until i leave my current job for good. so all i wanted to say is that i am feeling better within myself recently and i have several of you to thank for that, so id like to make a promise if i may. i promise once i have left my job and have the days free to do as i wish, i promise i will return to the forums and try to support any of you who need support. i would rather wait until i have left my job as i am quite tired and run-down by the time i get home on an evening, and weekends just disappear too quickly. but i aim to do 2 main things whilst im off work:

1. continue on my new song projects, i have bought new software that allows me to make songs which is being delivered tomorow so i am going to make music often in the next few weeks.

and

2; another big priority of mine is to return to the forums for you guys. i have been able to work on myself so much in the past few weeks, and alot of it was done with help from you here, so i want to return the favour, and try my hardest to help any of you who need it.

i would like to thank you all now for the help i said about. you dont know how much it has helped. i am now in a comfortable place mentally and i feel i have regained control of my emotions and my life. so id like to share my re-found strength again.

i miss you all more and more everyday and i look forward to coming back next weekend.

so for now, take care and i will speak to you all soon. stay safe and strong.

simon