He's never been really savvy when it comes to paperwork and stuff. Filling out the application isn't really a problem for me since half of it has to be me anyway. I'm just so worried that he won't get it together. I'm afraid to move with him, have our marriage fail and find myself alone and possibly pregnant. Unfortunately taking a breather isn't an option right now because if I take any more time off I won't be able to get us in a financial position to even make the move. I've mentioned to him taking a break from each other before and he always cleans up his act and makes things nice again. Except we always eventually find ourselves in this position again.