I asked my counselor about visiting message boards because I tend to keep thinking I have one problem after another (OCD, PTSD, DDNOS, you name it) and it's like I have elements of a few things, but I'm not really sure what it all boils down to.

He gets worried about me getting information overload and scaring myself.

I've been doing that the last two days and now, ironically, he's going on vacation for a week and my husband is going away for two nights at the same time. I haven't been apart from him for almost 4 years.

It is sort of scary because I want to keep searching and learning but there's also this part of me that wishes I could put a lid on all these questions for two weeks until I can get with my T to talk about them.

But once I start the questions going in my mind I just can't seem to stop and then it's like I get caught up in my own thoughts. I need to snap out of it and just get to what's around me and I feel better. But then I think. . . am I just dissociating from it again? LOL it's pretty funny when I think about it. Darned if I do and darned if I don't.