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For the past couple of days I had been in a really bad funk. I had been nearly suicidal and wanting to hurt myself and sometimes others. It usually only lasts a night then it goes away, two and a half days is the longest it's lasted. Today I randomly felt better, I was really, extremely hyper and jumpy. I felt like going out and partying.
Why do I feel so hyper? Is it pent up energy from being depressed? What is it?
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"I haven't blocked out the past. I wouldn't trade the person I am, or what I've done, or the people I've known for anything. So I do think about it. And at times it's a mellow trip to lay back and remember."
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