So I've been feeling pretty ok this week. Definitely not manic but not depressed either. Today my boss called and told me she didn't need me so I got to stay home. Woo! Instead of doing what HAS to be done, I laid around. And by has to be done, I mean the pile of dishes, mounds of laundry, piles of papers and all the other ****.

Got me thinking. I've always blamed this on my mental issues but maybe, could it be possible I'm just lazy? I don't like the house like this. It's embarrassing but its like I'd rather just do nothing.