STARLITE, I am so sorry for yet another loss for you..I can't say anything that will take away the hurt, only I know that God will help you deal with your grief..He is always there even when we feel He couldn't possibly be..To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord..I pray that you, your family and friends lean on God for your strength. I will keep you in my thoughts.......Be Blessed...♥