No, I am not schizoid. I feel like my problem may be more rooted in who I am as an individual and how my personality is. I feel that in my life I have to have to deliberately put myself in situations where I can gain experience which will give me insight for the future. I work in a very logical method where I analyze all the information I have ahead of time, letting me act on instinct/impulse in a given situation due to previous experience/forethought. This in and of itself is hardly conducive to a proper relationship model as rather then working on emotion I work on logic. That being said my experience with psychosis was rough, but I view it now as something that made me who I am today. I had conversations with the voices in my head 24/7 for half a year, although stressful and not something I would wish upon anyone, I learned a lot about myself, where I was in life, and where I wanted to be in the future. Think of it as intensive introspection.