right now i am so depressed that if my life ended today i wouldn't even care. I have not been this depressed in probally since i joined this site, and actually it might even be worse now than it was then. right now i am trying to make college professors understand that i am trying my hardest and that i am not about to throw away all that I have worked for in the past 6 years. Yep I said 6 years. that is how long i have been at college and I feel like i am being asked to "give it all up and go home."
I just don't even want to deal with it.

i really don't know what to do any more.

Darlene