T, I have A question. Why do you seem so open and free with me some sessions, yet during other sessions you're much more "business like." Why can you not be consistent? Do you not realize that I thrive in consistency? You have known me for two years, you know everything about me. Why do you seem SO affected by me, and the things I say, and other times only slightly interested? Are you afraid of our closeness? Are you afraid that I'm going to "want more"? Because I do wish I could have more, you know this. You also know that I am a very logical person, and I understand (to the fullest extent) that once our "work" is done...there will never be more. Why can't you just let me enjoy you, enjoy our dynamics while we still have time? What are you so back and forth? It feels like one day you damn near love me, and the next I'm nothing more than a lost sole sitting in a chair in front of you. You once told me that you don't know how to be anything other than yourself. Obviously, that isn't true. I've seen the real you, I know who you are and how you work....and how we work. I don't know this "other you" who shows up from time to time...and quite honestly, I don't enjoy her. So please...please try to be more consistent with me, I need you to understand that this "back and forth" stuff is really, really hurting me. I'm sorry if you're having some sort of inner struggle over me, and I understand you're only human. I also understand that you chose this career path, and had to have known you would run into situations such as this. Please be gentle with my emotions, they are more fragile than they appear.