When i was born, I knew I was different. I heard from relatives that I barely cried, which I found hard to believe because every baby cries when they're an infant and if they don't then they are very obedient, I guess. However, I doubt that story and I feel like the real reason was that people did not care about me so therefore they ignored my cries. Who knows? Maybe i'm just thinking too much.
Incompatible, it don't matter, though, cuhs someone's bound to hear my cry... well nobody ever heard my cry. Even when I'm sad, no one cares. nobody does. When I tell one of our history teachers how I felt she just looked me all shocked and just turned back to what she was doing. yeah, very thoughtful.
In pre-school, there were often complaints about me "misbehaving" because I often urinated in my pants and the teachers would get mad. I wonder why they were so lenient with the other kids. I guess they were potty trained or something. Well i wasn't.
Once I entered kindergarten, I was accused of stealing crayons from the classroom and my teacher sent me out to the principal's office. I don't know if she ever called me a thief, but that's how it seemed. I insisted that others had put stuff in my backpack but she didn't believe me. It was like she wanted to get me in trouble.
Then first grade came. This teacher was initially nice but on the first day of school I talked a lot and she was like If you keep misbehaving, then you will not get to be the leader of the class, which meant that the person that's in front gets to lead the class down the hall. I was picked without my knowing it beforehand. Sometimes she would get mad at my former friend and she had made him cry. She once just pinched my ears and I was just being my passive self. I was very young.
Second grade came and a lot of misunderstanding arose. some of the kids snitched on me by saying that I was making fun of them when all I was doing was trying to rhyme their names with made-up words. They did not believe me and they thought I was doing it on purpose. Well I wasn't. I was hated for that reason.
There's a lot more to be told but I guess I should end here for now.