Interesting.....

I did a quick rewind of my life and REALLY started to pay attention to certain things - the way I process things and/or react to certain circumstances and the like.

Interesting.....

From one second to the next - after all these years of trying to figure it out, I realized something. Some people know how to cook well, some not; Some people are creative, others not and the list goes on and on.

Some people are born with a brain that processes things a certain way and some not - with me, I've come to the realization that I'm simply just wired differently.

Sure, therapy and a mix of good meds keeps the depression at a distance (sometimes not) but for the most part, if we are wired a certain way - it just simply IS.

I just realized something. I've been trying to be like everyone else - and I'M NOT! I'm wired differently and I guess what makes things a little easier to handle is - I am who I am. I'm willing to work on making my moods a little more stable but it's time to admit it - I'm me and maybe what's making things a little more difficult for me is I try to be like everyone else. Hmmmm.... to much stress and work so I'll just accept who I am.