Thanks again everyone. I spoke with my work and have decided to stay on for now. I also have a sort of obligation to a friend here in town that I want to fulfill. I asked for part time at work and also to have my coverage area changed. I was granted all that I asked for. Im kind of worried Ive cut my income back too far in making this decision but the stress was killing me so I just have to try my best to make this new arrangement work out. I can volunteer some sales work for the company, its net effect if successful will boost my personal income as well as that of the company's, so it isnt unselfish, but it helps everyone if I succeed. This only a trial and I can evaluate how its going in a few weeks. If it doesnt work out, its decision time again. Im excited but nervous about changing work/locations right now. This was so much easier when I was younger and taking risks could always be corrected in some way if things didnt work out. Dont feel that confident now for some reason, but if life has taught me anything, its that things can always work out with the right attitude and determination. Still somewhat worried though.