Thank you. I still haven't given in, it's now wed. Although the urges are still there. I did talk to my therapist, she told me to get my mind off it, exercise, hit my punching bag. Which I did but it hurt my wrist. I have some physical issues that make exercise painful. The belittling from my "dad" and sister makes it worse. They call me fat and lazy. I gained about 60 lbs from Abilify, not from changing the way I eat. They don't get it. And they call me lazy b/c I don't do much, well, it's b/c it hurts. The last time I cut was in feb 2007, I did just one and told myself I'm not that person anymore, this was when I got out of a treatment facility just 2 months before. And I haven't cut since.