Thanks for that. It's been 10 years of trial and error with meds, I like many trigger at life changing situations. I could go on an tell my story but really it would go on forever so I won't bore you. I have come to the end of an extremely traumatic end of my marriage where my ex mentally abused me for the last year. That's all ended, he moved out last week, but now I have to find my new routine ( routine extremely important) and just find myself again, I just don't know where to begin. I'm drowning and I have an 8 year old daughter to take care of. I want to give up but can't. And the fact I can't just give up I don't like. I'm no longer in control and my life is very controlled by me.