Dear T,

I almost walked out. Some of the things say to me make me feel like I'm a little kid. It feels very controlling and stresses me out to the point I want to quit. Asking me in a condescending/sarcastic way what makes me suicidal, does not make me want to tell you. I already feel beyond uncomfortable as it is, you make me feel like I'm in court or something and have to justify my feelings. It makes me feel even worse and like I'm wasting your time because I don't have clear cut answers for you that will just explain everything, it's a lot more complex than that. I'm starting to think I made a mistake finally trying to get help again.