I had a chance to go practice with my old team today and I blew it off because I was too depressed to motivate myself enough to shower and go to sleep early enough to make it. I was capitan when I was on the team, and I loved it to death. It scares me that I couldn't get there. When I found out I was pregnant, I abruptly stopped taking my paxil and klonopin. That was march. Now I'm spiraling quickly back into depression and I can't seem to stop it. Nor can I get meds any earlier than next month, if my pdoc and ob cooperate...