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Originally Posted by allimsaying
I get the sense you're someone who needs, or wants to talk a lot. I dont really see a problem with that except that some people dont feel the same need. Its unlucky for you that it sounds like no one in your upbringing knew how to encourage or accept you for how you feel. Unfortunately, that does happen. You should stop looking to why people treat you like they do. You cant explain what everyone does or thinks, at best, you can only understand yourself. Look inside yourself and examine your motivations. Are they good and true? Is there something you needed to be filled and it still is unfilled? What is it? Is it a feeling of acceptance, or worth? Are you looking for others to validate you? It isnt necessary that others validate you to feel like you're a decent person but having that positive feedback is encouragement. You can encourage yourself if you know truthfully that who you are and what your intentions are, are positive things, for yourself and others. Ive heard you that you feel misunderstood and mistreated by others but I havent yet heard you say you want revenge. Thats a good thing. They say the sweetest revenge is living a good life and I believe that 100%.
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You have not heard of revenge. Well let me tell you. I have wanted to take revenge, but something always keeps me from taking action. There's always something that keeps me from doing that. I tell myself that since everyone else did not suffer the consequences of mistreating me then I guess it's okay for me to do the same, but it's different with me. Mother nature expects me to be better and if I don't meet up with her standards, she'll chastise me. sometimes nature seems to communicate the fact that I should not complain and be content but how can you be content if you are being mistreated?
kind of like you're stranded on an island or something. You're crying out for help and everyone else is in their home listening but not doing anything. Everyone cares for themselves. it also has to do with that one quote that oscar wilde stated no good deed goes unpunished. You do a good deed and sometimes people might not appreciate so instead of helping you they let you figure out what you want to do.