I have spent atleast the last fifteen of my 29 years runing away fromT's that dig up the past. It's all been out of my own fear or unwillingness to face the fact that for me, my childhood sexual abuse has and continues to affect the relationships I form now. I hope you can sort things out. I know I'm just in the beginning stages of sorting out my failed relationships and financial woes. I'm scared to death but I'm not letting my fears of the "past" being drudged up discourage me this time around.