I think you're doing a lot of generalizing when you say 'everyone'. Everyone is not as you described. Only the people you're paying attention to. Why are you giving so much time and attention to this particular group of people? Why are you giving them all your power to either accept or dislike you and then allowing thier definition of you to become your self definition? Why are they so God like in your vision?

Unique and different is good, its just that, not 'everyone' can appreciate it. Stick to those who do and you'll be alright.