I'm not sure i understand the question. but if I am understanding it, I think that depression creates this illusion. You feel like you know the person's intentions more, when really, its all assumptions and accusations. I find that I become a lot more cynical and skeptic when I am depressed, and i feel like I am more aware and vigilant, but its an illusion because its seen through a lens filtered with depression. So yes, I feel like I see the bad side of the world more clearly for what it is, but its not always an accurate view.
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