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Originally Posted by allimsaying
For sure depression can feel like a curse from 'somewhere'. Its not though. Theres a lot of reasons for it. For some, for me, it was environmentally influenced. I had a 'normal' life before depression. Do you remember what you'd call 'normal'? I mean, when life felt good?
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No, not really. What? I felt like all this anger and all this inability to forgive, I was thinking is there a spirit around me influencing me or is it just in my head or am i allowing myself to think these thoughts or is someone else interceding on my behalf or if someone else is casting curses against me because of all the mean things that I have done to them... that's how i really feel. when people are jerks to me at school, i feel like someone cursed me. it had to be. it can't be me, i didn't do anything.
you must think i'm out of my head.