{{{{mrb}}}}

Know you are in my thoughts and prayers in hopes you will find some peace during this time of year (and always too). I'm glad you have a good husband who understands and is there for you. That can make all the difference in the world for you.

May I make a suggestion? It's possible you already do this, so please forgive me if I'm off base here. Holidays are a bit of a trigger for me also, so what I started doing was to plan each year, something special for myself and my family. Something that I could look back on years to come and have good memories of these times. Even though I never forgot the bad things, in time, I was able to concentrate on the good and put the bad to rest (for the most part anyways).

I wish you well!

Hugssssssss
Jean