As a result of my depression and constant loneliness i began to look up pictures of people on google search. I saw nude photos of celebrities and stuff like that. but that wasn't how i had planned it. I mean, it feel like i had nothing to do and i was bored. my teacher kept talking about a singer named selena who he loved to listen to and that he had all her albums and stuff like that. then i began to search her on google without any purpose in mind and then i happened to stumble upon some nude photos of another woman whom i thought was her but turned out it was not. it was weird. i did not know why i did that. I hope i did not freak you out. i was in 5th grade and I was pretty sexual at a very young age simply because I was exposed to some nude scene on television at the age of 5. that has turned me into someone who stops and looks at nudity when i see it, even on television.

what a shameful thing to do!