then after 7th grade, i began to go into porn and all that stuff. i struggled trying to quit. I don't look at it often but when i feel the urge to be sexual and all that. and when something bad happened the next day, i would be like it must be the porn i watched. well i don't want to watch it if there was something better to do or if i had a girlfriend or if i wasn't bored or supercharged sexually.