I have tried CBT before with little success. Obviously I need to let the currnt treatment run its course and reevaluate if necessary then.

As well as what I have mentioned above there is also the sleep disturbance, distractability and unconventional working patterns and shifts in production which don't appear to be part of BPD or not from the stuff I have read anyway. As well as the depressions. I have needed weeks of work at times. They appear to mainly manifest themselves in DSM atypical form. It is just when these things last years and years you start thinking.

Thanks for all comments. Everyone is so I intelligent and supportive here.