Eight grade year was my last year in middle school. I was not my usual self. I was under the impression that if I started to be creepy and mean others would be terrified and would just back off. That worked kind of. It didn't entirely because some people were actually attracted to me and kind of just laughed. It was strange. then at the end of the year i apologized to most of them.

that was when i first started to masturbate.