I have had a similar problem in the last year or so.. feeling like my friends were against me and I realized that if thats the case they are not friends....

You have to remove yourself from toxic people who stand in your way of happiness and don't have your best interest at heart.Especially if you are trying to move forward in your life and they are holding you back in some way.

There may be a way to write a letter to these people telling them what you have told us... if they are true friends then they will try to correct the problem.. if not then you can make new friends.. the kind you want to have in your life.. who can encourage you in what you do....

And.. well.. you always have us here at PC

Thinking of you.. hang in there... Faith