Hello I hope you feel better soon. Everyone has problems that they have to deal with in life, it is nothing to feel like a failure over. Sometimes life is just about learning the lessons that we need to learn, and deal with the lessons in an appropriate manner if possible. I am very sorry that you are feeling bad at this time. I hope you can see your therapist soon to help you feel better. Getting help is not failure, it is very commendable and responsible.. I really hope that you feel better soon. Take care Sincerely Soidhonia