Okay...I tried to be strong and to deal with my emotions...but it was my birthday two days back...and I got a mail from a different Email ID (I have blocked all the previous ones she used to contact me) wishing me happy birthday...and that she will die in some days and she is crying for 15 hours everyday.....and that she is just waiting for her elder brother to get married(the marriage is not even fixed yet)and then she will commit suicide and maybe then I will realize her love......that got me sad and I didn't even feel like celebrating.. why this sadness not going away...I am trying to be happy but her every single communication takes me on a very depressing emotional ride...what should I do??Will this ever end...