Double hugs for Healingtimes - but love that you expressed it so well . To everyone on this page, seems like hard times in therapy at the moment so hugs to all.

I'm not negative for a change, though very very frightened underneath.

Dear T

Thank you. I think you are actually getting through to me in a way that none of my previous 35 plus Ts have come within a million miles of achieving. Which should be good and probably is because I end up feeling strangely positive after seeing you though I don't know the **** why, but it is scaring the hell out of me at the same time.

Early days I tell myself though, early days.