I'm worn out. I have messed up maybe? I called you four times in the last four days just done with it all. I didn't ask you to call back and you didn't, but I secretly wanted you to. I am just so worn down. I feel like I am rotting from the inside out and my arm where I burned it is rotting too. Disgusting. No hope for me. I won't bother you anymore. I don't deserve your kindness or help. I'm sorry for calling so much.