I just read through a few of the titles on the first page and I can so relate to most of them. The futility, overwhelmed, can't take it anymore, sad, no way out, won't go away . . . I feel all those things too. We do suffer and so much of it no one can see and most certainly no one who hasn't been there can even vaguely understand. I'm so glad that this site was suggested to me by my psychologist. At least I feel like I'm not all alone in this struggle. to all.