Thanks Intergalactic,

I don't think my assessment of myself is wrong. It's not meant in a negative way. I see it as truth. I do not sugar coat a thing, I feel It's a disservice to myself. My ability to make real life friends has a lot to do with where I live geographically (ie small small town) There are no clubs or classes or organizations etc .. Only 1,469 Churches and that is something I am not interested in ( no offense to anyone who is)

I am beyond grateful that I stumbled across PC and have the good fortune to get to know some of the smartest and kindest people to ever enter my life.