It's a bit worse than normal. Which probably means it's really bad since I'm on high gear all the time.

On my cognitive games these are my scores compared to the database (women 30-39 years old):
Concentration 27%
Problem solving 24%
Memory 8%
Visual 23%
Speed 6%



I knew my memory is bad and my reaction times were not what they once were, but that is worse than I thought.

I was writing the other day but then lost the thread of it. But, it's better than what I did for the whole month of May.

I'm really fat and depressed about it. I am working on my diet and exercise and tracking everything. Ever since I stopped getting sick as much I gained 40 pounds in like 3 months because my body is retaining more of everything again.

I'm keeping a good mood tracker so I can show it to the therapist once I find one, which I'm slacking on, which I know I shouldn't be... but I am... because as always I give up too easily....

Anyway, I'm here but not posting much because one second I'm clearly thinking the next my thoughts are all over the place as you can probably telll by this randomness... haha....