i stopped my meds 3 weeks ago. for the first two weeks i still felt fine. at the start of this week i started to feel very tired and exhausted. then on wednesday i kept feeling depressed for a little while(anywhere between just a couple of minutes to 30 minutes) then would go back to normal, then depressed again. is this normal about stopping medications?
is depression always sever depression for a bipolar person? sometimes i go through very severe depression that lasts for days, very rarely longer then a few days. other times its just a simple sad type of feeling that may last only a short period of time or a few days. so does bipolar depression always have to be at a 10 on a scale 1-10(10 the worst), or can it be like a 4?

can someone be hypomanic but not crazy seeming? like, can someone be productive, talkitive more then usual etc but seem perfectly normal(to others).. like just more energy then usual.

sorry if this didnt make sense..

i keep writing (by hand and on the computer) letters to my psychologist to describe me and my life but after going at it for an hour or two, i always rip it up or close out MS WORD.. but then i just start it all over again lol. i have no clue whats wrong with me lately but its not good.....