Real friends stick by a friend erratic or otherwise When I was so called "Normal" I had lots of friends. We did events hung out conversed deep into the night. I really thought I was blessed. After my breakdown they all started breaking off 1 by 1. I disappeared for 2 years after that (Living in a tent in the woods of all things) When I finally came back to the world I ran into an old friend who was overseas during my downward spiral. It took us 5 minutes to pick up where we left off so to me that's a true friend.

I would like to be your friend here and thanks to my friend I know how lol. I might suggest u find gentle places to meet others like the Library or Church if ur so inclined. People who dwell those places tend to have greater substance then the shallow money crowd. Anyway no matter what my hand is extended, and u can (or not) reach out whenever u like