Thanks for the response guys! It's definitely hard to figure her out. I do my best to give her time and space but I still always end up feeling like I'm not doing enough or getting rejected. Aside from the fact that she apparently feels extremely guilty, we have days where its up and down. One day we are kissing and holding hands and the next she doesn't even want me to touch her. In her words, somedays it feels like we are just friends and other days it feels like its more than that. She crys about it alot and is always telling me that she feels so guilty. She is a straight shooter so I know that if she didn't see hope for us, or love me then she wouldn't even try, she would tell me its over for good. I still just don't understand, if she loves me as much as she says she does then why aren't we together? Its like some days she just shuts me completely down, and being intimate with me is not even an option for her at this point. She says she just can't right now. Any advice in dealing with this is much appreciated. She is the Love of my life and I don't want to lose her.