My new PCP has started trying to find the right meds for my depression (dysthymia). In doing so, I feel so out of sorts. First it was Celexa. I had no energy, I felt phantom pressures and pain the depression got so bad, and I felt on the verge of tears. I am not trying Zoloft, and the phantom pains went away, but I feel jittery, anxious, kind of dizzy and unsettled, and still... I feel like I'm going to have a breakdown, tears included.

The kids, the crying, the loud noises, internal thoughts... I want to cry, and I feel so lost and alone, and I just hate this. How the hell do you deal with this stuff knowing that the meds are influencing it? I feel like I'm going to start crying over nothing.