I don't think you have a choice in who you like. You can argue with yourself that you want to like one and not the other but your mind and body is not going to lie. Eventually your mind, body and heart will get what they want.
I can see you being turned off of girls, that's the key word though girls. What you need to do is meet women. You are basing life decisions on a bad experience don't let yourself do that. You need to see what and who is out there.
Nothing wrong with being straight or gay or bi you like who you like and don't worry about it. If someone doesn't like it that's their problem not yours.
I hope you can find what you need and are looking for and don't let that one experience and girls cause you problems.
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