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Old Jun 13, 2013, 06:32 PM
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I probably sound like a broke record, always worrying over little things. But I think I actually have reason to be concerned now.

I'm restless, I can hardly sit at my computer. I've been on PC on my phone most of today and yesterday (but now it's dead but that's not really relevant). Instead of restricting food like has become my norm, I ate so much for dinner three nights in a row. Tonight I had a full to the top bowl of chilli with noodles, two eggs, two big chunks of watermelon, and another full bowl of buttered noodles and I was still ready to eat more but I had literally made myself sick from eating so much (compared to what I normally eat, at least). I feel like crap, my thoughts are racing, I lost almost all my eyelashes today to trichotilimania, I've got random as hell songs playing in my head, and I just want to curl in a ball and scream.

I'm not sure if I'm in a swing or just flipping out for no good reason. Both seem likely.

God, I wish I could run.
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Bipolar 2 (in remission), anorexia (in remission), and trichotillomania, also have conversion disorder that seems to be rearing its ugly head again.

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