Dear T, this whole thing where I can't contact you at all between sessions is not working out for me. I don't know how I'm going to survive the entire summer without you. I'm so lonely here and I really miss you because I know you can help take my loneliness away even if for only a minute. Sometimes, I cry at night because I miss talking to you. And you have no idea about all of this because I'm scared to let on that you mean anything to me. I'm sorry