I tend to avoid talking about whatever the current issue is that's really bothering me. I dance around it, and will talk about something else that is bothering me - because I'll acknowledge if I'm not feeling happy or whatnot, but I refuse to actually talk about what. I tend to dominate the conversation when I'm like that because I don't want to give them a chance to hit upon the sensitive topic.
If they do hit on that topic or I can't figure out how to avoid it... then I spend the time worrying and feeling like a failure and like I'm being a burden. I won't be able to express myself fully (because I won't have my own thoughts and feelings sorted!) which just makes me feel awful. And I've got major trust issues too.... so if I talk about something that I've already dealt with interally then it's not a big deal. But talking about the current hurt is just way too risky to me.
I don't really have much to comment on with the voices... as I don't hear voices as far as I know. I often hear my name get called to find there was no one calling me, but yeah. And I get thoughts that aren't MINE but they come clearly from me as it's in my own voice. Tend to argue with myself like that. But that's the closest I can relate.
If it isn't something that really interferes with your life, and if you don't fully trust your T and pdoc, then I don't see a reason to bring it up yet. You can always bring it up later or if it starts to become an actual issue.
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