all my suicide attemts and self harming have been done while ive drunk.Sometimes it makes me feel good othertimes it makes me determined to die and the last time only last week i was saved by my mother and sister.I am still drinking because that is now part of the problem i have,so i would not recomend it to anyone as i have now two battles to contend with one is drink and the other is bipolar or depression (until a proper diagnosis is given,im going to hospital soon as i am brave enough for a little stay.)