Thanks for all the responses! Interesting to know that others feel this way too. I think I am going to do some painting tomorrow (day off work, yay!) and hope it helps process some of the stuff that came up a couple of days ago (HEAVY) which is causing me to have trouble sleeping (hence being up super late and feeling pretty overwhelmed

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Originally Posted by precious things
those feelings (esp. the trauma work) are always a shadow on everything I am doing.
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Yup, this is what it's like for me too. It's always hanging over me. I wish I could go twice a week but my insurance doesn't cover it

I wish I could email her more too but that would open a floodgate that I am sure she could shut down pretty quick!
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Originally Posted by mandazzle
I have a sketch book that I keep with me where I write/draw about my trauma so I can get it out in a healthy way. Then when I see my T I rip the pages out and give them to her and she keeps them in a box so I don't have to carry the burden of still having them with me. It has helped me quite a bit so far.
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I really like this idea. Leaving stuff in the room would be such a relief. I guess it already feels like this somewhat but to leave behind something physical ... sounds like it could be a powerful way to cope.
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Originally Posted by tinyrabbit
I talk to my T in my head as well, or I talk to my cat about the things I want to say to my T.
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Yeah I talk to my dogs

The listen intently with their heads cocked to the sides, LOL. Actually not that different to my T!